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steeple333
26 May 2008 @ 08:15 pm
What the christ, there's internets at my camp job! 0_0 So, um, I guess I'll be here anyway! 8D;;; Obviously I won't be on as often, but I'll be here.

Jesus, this is just like my last camp dishwashing job... Internets included! @_@ So um, sorry everyone, this is as much a shock to me as to you.
 
 
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steeple333
24 May 2008 @ 04:18 pm
=,  
Just in case I forgot to tell someone... I'm going to be away for the summer at a camp job. Which means yay for moneys! And boo for no internet!

I'll be leaving Monday, May 26th. I'll be back around mid-August.
 
 
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steeple333
08 May 2008 @ 08:23 pm
I gots this from me sister~ So, now I want to get to know you guys a little bit more. ^_^

PLEASE POST, SO I CAN SEES YOU. =O Also, be honest with the last one. =<


1) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
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2) What was your dream growing up?
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3) What talent do you wish you had?
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4) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
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5) Favorite vegetable?
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6) What was the last book you read?
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7) What zodiac sign are you?
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8) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
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9) Worst Habit?
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10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
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11) What is your favorite sport?
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12) Do you have a Negative or Optimistic attitude?
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13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
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14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
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15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
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16) Do you have any pets?
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17) What if i showed up at your house unexpectedly?
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18) What was your first impression of me?
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19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
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20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
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21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
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22) What color eyes do you have?
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23) Ever been arrested?
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24) Bottle or can soda?
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25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
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27) What's your favorite place to hang at?
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28) Do you believe in ghosts?
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29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
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30) Do you swear a lot?
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31) Biggest pet peeve?
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32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
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33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
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35) Do you believe in God?
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36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?
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steeple333
07 May 2008 @ 06:12 pm
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steeple333
14 April 2008 @ 03:45 pm
I had a crazyfun time in Japanese class today, and I thought "Hey, I should probably record things for posterity". So, I hope to write more about my class in the future.

[WARNING]

Because it's about a Japanese class, I'm not going to be directly explaining every term. I'll probably leave contextual hints, though, and I will translate phrases. I'll also be using nicknames for my friends.

[END OF WARNING]

So, today we went over a new dialogue in our second textbook (it's called Genki - lame name, I know, and some of the slang is dated) about Mary-san and Takeshi-san. Both of them were on a date on Valentine's Day, and Mary-san gave Takeshi-san a sweater she knitted. Aww, how cute. However, Oni-sensei (one of my teachers - she's kinda strict, but awesome) gave a correction. In the dialogue, Takeshi-san used the phrase "suteki na sweater" - but Oni-sensei said that only girls use this. She compared it to saying "How lovely". So to prevent Takeshi-san from sounding gay, we replaced it with "kakkoii sweater". Cool > lovely.

We were told to pair up and practice the dialogue, since some of us would have to volunteer to act it out in front of the class. Micky D, my (female) partner took Mary-san's part, while I took Takeshi-san's part. I wanted to act out as Takeshi-can because:
  1. It would be funny, 'cause I'm a girl
  2. There's no way I'd miss an opportunity to use boku (and short form~) in class >3
When everyone was done, Oni-sensei asked for volunteers. Like most of the time, everyone went into position - eyes cast downward, staying stock still. This is because Oni-sensei is like a predator - if you made eye contact or move, she will jump on you. She has literally said, "Ok, you moved, get up here". She asked for someone to play Mary-san, but for a few moments, no one moved. Finally, Ed (who is hilarious) raised his hand. Oni-sensei doesn't care about matching gender (although she would prefer it), so Ed went up. I shot my hand up for Takeshi-san as soon as the words left her lips, like it was Jeopardy. Everyone laughed, since the roles were switched: the Asian guy was playing the white girl, and the white girl was playing the Asian guy.

Ed used a big manilla envelope Oni-sensei handed to him as a present, and for the sweater he used... tape. Cue laughter. So we were acting out the gift-giving, but everyone was laughing (in a good way), so I couldn't help but laugh myself. Especially when "Mary" asked me to put on the "sweater". XD I put the tape on my head; it fell off shortly after, getting more laughs. We both did the lines perfectly (as well as adlibbing the end, like Oni-sensei encourages us to), but I was cracking up the whole time. I couldn't keep a straight face! Hehehe. My favorite part was when I made a grand gesture and proclaimed, "Daisuki yo!~". I felt like I was channeling Endrance. After we sat down, Oni-sensei said, "Ok, that was the San Francisco version." and asked for a normal pair. Yar-yar and Mori went up. After that, two other guys did. Man, the girls in the class just don't wanna volunteer - Mori was pretty much forced to go up. ^^; Then again, maybe they wanted more guys to play Mary-san..?

After class ended (a whole two minutes early - it was amazing), Ed said that he should have done a trap Mary (part, really - a trap is male =3), and he said the opening line "Takeshi-kun, hai, kore" {Takeshi, here, (take) this} in a deep, manly voice. I laughed (and cursed myself for not doing this with him) and suggested that I play a girly Takeshi-san. Hey, I joked, we could keep the original dialogue that way! I then said, "suteki na sweater!" in my best okama voice. It was great. 8D

Alas, Tacchi no Mary and Okama no Takeshi will have to wait for another day. But now I'll never be able to read about those two without thinking that way. XD Oh boy, it'll be even more applicable when we learn passive...

One las thing. Since the dialogue only just started using boku the last lesson, most people (boys - neither sensei will allow girls to use it =,<) are slow on the uptake. I mean, Yar-yar has been using watashi forever (and has gotten much grief from his friends and I for sounding like a girl/textbook), and he switched back from boku as soon as he started adlibbing. The other guy who volunteered (with another guy) did the same thing. C'mon guys, Takeshi-san uses boku now, try to be consistent.
 
 
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steeple333
22 March 2008 @ 11:09 am
I had a long dream just now... or maybe it was just involved? It's so hard to tell the time... I slept for almost 12 hours. (~11:45-11:00).

In the dream, I think I could manipulate ice. Some people wanted me to do something, I'm not sure what, so they took me and dunked my head in water until I agreed (I directly attribute this scene from my reading "The King of Attolia" the day before). I coughed and spluttered, naturally, and I agreed... but then the dream shifted for a bit.
I was in a house of sorts, although it seems more like a shell of one, like you might find in an amusement park. But the house was built inside the mouth of a large fish with little limbs. It was probably fake. Anyway, there was the entrance from the mouth, then a think archway with a door (also arched with a small barred window - it made me think of an oven. But it was also shaped like a monster mouth) to the left. Straight (right of the over door, there was a small hallway where the design changed to that of a Silent Hill game. When I looked at the arched door or that area, the whole thing looked like an Atari game, with poor yellow-on-black graphics. To go through the door without "dying", I had to click (like with a computer mouse) on the yellow skull that peeked through the window first to make it disappear. Once inside, if I wanted to go back, I had to click a yellow sheet of some sort - paper, maybe? A  small slip of fabric? - first.
I couldn't go through the arched doorway right away, so I went to the Silent Hill area. There were many rooms - here the dream format was like a video walkthrough. This time it was James (from SH2), armed with my favorite, the lead pipe, who was walking around. First there were a numbar of rooms, one with some filing cabinets (with a Lying Figure hiding behind a gap in the far left corner from the camera), a room with a green sewer, complete with grates in the walls, to one side, and empty clothing racks with hangers - this room had two Lying Figures, although one hung onto James's neck, though I'm not sure how without arms. There were other rooms, one more spacious... Anyway, there was one long hallway which alternated with right angles, the walls colored a sort of Otherworld flesh red and with detritus. Well, it was normal for Silent Hill - there were more empty racks with hangers (although I get the feeling that it was for a sports' store, like with the glomping Lying Figure room), and many dead bodies, although most of them were unusual and large, like a Slurper. Some of them were covered in sheets, a couple of them groaned when I (James) walked near. The goal of the room was to transverse it before time ran out (I have no idea how long that was) and check the clocks within the room - mostly held by the corpses. Since this was in the manner of a video walkthrough, James ran to every pile to "activate" everything (the groans, etc.) The clocks were very visible, sometimes comically large. Like one big Slurper was sitting and holding out a huge (1.5 foot diameter) pocketwatch like how the Cynthia dummy in SH4 was holding out the token, only without blood. At some point, the watches and James himself got surrounded with clocks and started glowing yellow, but this was exactly like when you use a Speed Charm in the first set of .hack games - //Infection, //Mutation, //Outbreak, and //Quarantine (or //IMOQ for short =D)
Anyway, after I finished that segment, I went back to the arched doorway and clicked the skull and went through. There were some guys, the same ones who had dunked me, surrounding a girl who was hanging from a rope from the ceiling by her wrists. She looked tired and defeated. Somehow, we (whatever avatar was at the moment) to get her out.

This part repeated a number of times, I might have been half-awake. I was in my bed, but I was too weak to get up or wake up properly. My bed, in addition to the two comforters it normally has, was also protected by ice. It was arranged in large square sheets, but turned into diamond shapes and layered like scales. There might have been some other designs on the edges, but that was the majority. I think I was convalescing from my order of being dunked. I felt... sleepy. But I needed to stay awake, I needed to get up, because I needed to talk to the girl. The girl was also surrounded by ice, but she was up and about... sort of. She was shielded from everything, scared of much. There was... something I had to tell her, something which I forgot while writing this down. Started with a "C", sounded crunchy. Was it a nonsense word, like her name? Her name had many consonants, but pronounced in an odd manner. Something like "Valeupvl"... I needed to get up, and tell her that she shouldn't worry about what happened, that I was also dunked by those guys, that she wasn't alone. But I couldn't tell her anything, because I couldn't get up from my bed. I told a boy that, and he said something similar to the girl for me.
I remember my mind wandered, thinking, of all things, of sewing underwear, how I knew were some thread and my needle was, figuring out how to do a cross stitch, and there were a pair of scissors hidden between a tiny plastic chest of drawer on top of my sister's dresser and the bookshelf. I don't know about that.
The girl, she had to know that she could use her ice powers and float, to use that to break free somehow, even while sheathed in ice. In my hypothetical floating, I was glowing blue, like a magic boost status in the more recent .hack games, //GU. The girl switched in, and she looked a bit like Freya from Chobits - not the hair (it was long, but not in that style) or the "ears", but the cast of her eyes, that faraway liquid serious look, and a floaty sundress. Still, I was cocooned on my bed, within my own ice. Still, I felt the need to get out and reach out to the girl.
Then, she could interact with the rest of the world, but I couldn't, because I was still confined. There was something else in the dream thaat I feel like I'm forgetting, a feeling probably derived from the fact that my actual body (outside of the dream) had slid down the pillows and my feet were slightly squished against the bottom board. I did feel like the girl was supposed to do something because I couldn't.

My mom woke me up after some repetitions. I was disoriented for a bit, since I was dreaming of being in the same place, of being immobile. My mom took it as me being sleepy and unwilling to get up and joked about it. My top comforter had come off partially, from the top of my bed, and I half-expected to be enclosed by my ice. The scissors also weren't there. So, here I am, writing my dream before I forgot it.
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steeple333
24 February 2008 @ 11:03 pm
 I was told the meaning of my name was "white forehead". I thought it was a stupid meaning, but I didn't know that "forehead" (or "brow") meant "mind". A white mind, a pure mind. I learned that much later. Given how asexy I am, it's fitting. I am pure in most senses, but I'm not perfect. It's an interesting perspective... purity is often synonymous with perfection.

When I was in high school, there was a Japanese couple that came to my school to observe it, since they wanted to start a similar one back in Japan. I knew very little back then, but I said what little I knew. It just happened that we went on the same train after school. I asked them if they would help me write my name in kanji; a Japanese name. But I didn't want a phonetic translation, I wanted the meaning to be carried over instead.

My last name was absurdly simple to translate, it took no effort at all. The kanji are pretty simple, too, it was no effort to memorize them. My first name, though... "White forehead" would look silly. I explained that it was an extension of the idea of a "pure mind". So Mrs. Ono wrote the kanji for pure, and the word for heart, which often represents the mind as well. A white brow, a pure heart, "seishin". A fitting name for a maiden.

I carried that name with me into my current Japanese classes. Nearly everyone wrote their names in angular katakana, or hanzi, but I was unique; I wrote the four kanji, all but one having five or less strokes. I wrote my English name in katakana as furigana above. My first name was difficult to write in kana, so I was corrected. The kanji was "seishin", but it was pronounced like my name, clumsy as it was. I'm glad my teacher allowed me to write my name that way.

In English, my name is female, but not feminine. "Seishin" is not only too feminine for a "boku"-using androgynous person like myself, but it's pretentious to acquire and use a Japanese name when they already have a system for foreign names and words.

"Seishin" is not my name. I am not a maiden, though I might have maidenly qualities or skills. I can dance ballet and sew, but I can rough house with my siblings and shoot a rifle with good accuracy. My given name is fitting; people often say I look like my name.

I'm not sure how to end this; it started as a comment on a poem my friend wrote at 10:30-11:00 at night. My mom is pushing me to bed since there's school tomorrow. Then I'll write my name in kanji again, with the katakana showing pronunciation above.
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